Long time

I have not written on here since I was 14. It is so lurid to see how much things have changed over just a few years. But I shall keep writting. :)

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See yall l8r

I am very sorry to say this but I will not be blogging again until late May when I get this computer fixed. I will miss you all very much until then
Bye until late May
librabrunnetevegetarian

Nobody can ever stop you from trying

Just beacause you did not do something "Ideally" does not mean that you did not do any good. In fact not doing it ideally is "Ideal" in a way because it shows your individualty- what makes you you. We are all meant to be individuals. We are all special. Nobody is "average" or "plain" or "boring" though people may seem like it at times. People who assume this are not mean they just see the wrong side of them. Individualty rules!!!!!!!
Our world is saying "Majurity rules." It may be true but I personally do not always depend on it. Majurity ruled in cruel slavery. In a way majurity is a popularity contest. The "in-crowd" are the rulers though they may not be the best. Sometimes those succesful loving caring best rulers are the ones who are the opposite. "Un-cool" they may say but what they can achieve is cooler than any "cool."
Sometimes instead of majourity all you have to do is listen to your own heart. Your instincts, your beliefs, your ideas, and make them real. If this is too much trouble to listen to your heart there are people like me fighting for freedo for all creatures that can help you. All you need in your journey of life is love. If you can find at least two living beings people or animals that you love and trust and they love and trust you back then that is a gift-The gift of ingredients to make success. Big or small.
I can be one of them for you regardless of who you are or what you do. I try to show love to everyone on this earth. Yes I get hurt at times but I throw my pain aside and help others. Helping others is the most rewarding feeling. It helps you more then them.
Peace
librabrunnetevegetarian

Love,Trust, and why people do things for attention

People may show off. But they may have another intention in mind that sadly they can not help. They are acting out to make up for the attention that they are not getting elsewhere. Tis means that they are not getting real love.
So there ya go all we have to do is give them love. Just be nice and teach them through kind actions that they do not have to do things like this to be loved.
By love I do not mean kissy kissy stuff. I mean kindness and care. Or if you want add in the kissy kissy stuff too but that is besides the point. We shall "Hate the sin, love the sinner" like Ghandi said in not only this case but for every living being we associate with. Give love and you will get it right back at you.
If you are cruel then you never know when it can boomerang back at you. In author Thomas Nagel's philosophy book What does it all mean? he explains how life could even be all about trust in others. He says "I will believe you are real if you believe I am." Do you want to be trusted? Then I would highly reccomend being kind to others for better karma results.
At my church youth group a lady said that simply smiling at somebody actually counts as a service. :) It makes me SMILE just thinking about that.
The world is a puzzle. A jillion "pieces" aka "people." Gotta figure each one out. As many as you can.
Peace be with y'all
librabrunnetevegetarian

An inspiring thought

I have just got back from tumbling/cheering practice. It was fun. At first I was scared of doing a back handspring but the instructor lady helped me through it and I did it! I was so proud of myself. Then it felt so good to know that I could do more than I thought I could. It was like my tipping point in a way. Please if you are reading this learn that you are way better than you think you are. Your tipping point like this will come too if it has not already. Life is a classroom and a box of surprises or "chocolates." Each one is totally different and all you have to do is believe in your heart and soul that you can do it. Do not let anything or anyone getin your way. Just do it and you will be surprised. Now hopefully with my new tumbling skills I will make varsity cheering next year. :)
This was my turning point to feel more confident and less afraid. Hopefully you will find yours too. Such an awesomelicious feeling.
librabrunnetevegetarian

Guinea pigs rock

I have 2 female guinea pigs. One is 16 months with short brown white and red fur and brown eyes. Her name is Lizzie. My other is a golden Abbysinian, brown eyes , and 10

months old named Zoe.

Dreaming

I have lots of strange dreams. Its almost like dreams are a communication from your spirits within in a cool way. If I have a decent dream I never tell anybody about it so it will come true.
I have heard somewhere that everybody dreams in their sleep but they may not rememeber them when they wake up.
I daydream so much that people clap their hands in my face impatiently like "Pay attention!" Sometimes my dreams get me in trouble.
Dreams are like the imagination and movie playing in your head. Your thoughts are like music and movies.
One time I had a dream that I drove a car into a mailbox and crashed. This was probably telling me that I should be more carefull with my deccisions and think them through or else I could have an accident like this.
A way you could avoid forgetting your dreams is to write them down as soon as you are awake. Then read them and try to understand what they are telling you.
Maybe dreams could even be like snowflakes no two are alike.
Without dreams there would probably be no freedom and imagination without these then the world would be pretty boring.
My dad told me that "from the moment we are born we are dying."In a way this could make sense.
Sometimes my own thoughts scare me. People say that I am wierd and mysterious but others more polite say that I am "unique." But PLEASE if you are reading this do not be afraid to express your differences. Difference is beautifull. It is what makes you you and me me.
Like I was saying "dreams can be a communication." Life is a classroom. Difference is very beautifull.
I am a freedom fighter. I believe in freedom and creativity and individuality and peace and love. But sadly their will always be problems. But however we must fix and avoid as many as we can. Mistakes can be good because we learn from them. Mistakes are very attractive in my opinion. Without these we would be bored and depressed.
Well I have got to go take my dog to bed,
May Peace Follow you in your heart,
librabrunnetevegetarian

My heart belongs to you

I would give anything
Just to see you in my arms
You are my soul and salvation
I always dream and think of you
but that is not quite the same as
actually seeing you
You can hate me if you want
harm me if you want
but you will always have my heart
that you stole
away from me
forever and ever
I will never get over this
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A poem I made up (sorry if it bored ya):)

A picture of me